Exactly what I was thinking about. Languages change our psychology, because ability to talk is a complicated prosess that is produced unconsciously.
http://youtu.be/-xfsBPy5Fp0

I had no intentions to be angry, but I'm angry indeed.Why do people so mean to each other? Why do they want to show their superiority?Great people are very simple and seem to be ordinary...
Yesterday was my second year with this man, but still he doesn't understand my emotions and character. He is trying to rule, to guide me, but that is not only things on the earth that woman needs...Especially it hurts when someone tries to rule you. Disgusting.

I cannot help writing today bcz today is the second anniversary since we were married.http://youtu.be/tX2ccZ1Dmu0 (it is in Swedish)

http://youtu.be/wxWEIHFLBLg (it's in English)
Nobody knows who wrote this song, but it is touchy. I found my lovely Peter Seeger and his young friend Tom Paxton singing another very beautiful song.Rambling Boy. Here.http://youtu.be/IVCdAIMdoxs

It was a nice day from the very beginning and we went to the concert to Näskott church. It's not far away from us.We listened to Didriksson and Heden. The songs were about love and understanding, but later I discovered that we have neither understanding nor love. He helps people who want to humiliate me by ignoring in conversation. I'm imprisoned. I have no security feeling, nobody protects me and stands to me. I'm alone. No love and warmth behind my back, just draft, cold wind and warning that anybody can "stab a knife" in my back. I'm looking for a phone number to a person whom I can talk to, because my husband doesn't talk to me anymore. I don't have that number to my Mom or Dad, I would like to, but they are in Heaven and there is no telephone number to them. I just hope to find a job and go anywhere to hide myself from sufferings and grief.http://youtu.be/DrgS94hxuJ0 It was written by Tom Paxton in 1966

http://youtu.be/voqL5ksOuoo

http://youtu.be/jAzEhjooP3s

http://youtu.be/Z5P2l33i5uk


Beautiful songs.

I'm fond of Russian folk songs.You feel vibrations of their wide soul and learn their morals and history... http://youtu.be/rXc4AXAm7l0

Abroad I feel miserable and at the same time as a diamond: everyone looks at me trying to estimate. It is still hard to talk to people especially kids. I think it is bcz I'm still Belarussian and will be. It is impossible to change your way of thinking at the age of 51. http://youtu.be/mAoGtsfpukw It is so nice to have Mom. If only she were with me now, I would share with her my happiness and grieve, but she is there where nobody can travell...at least for a whie http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/RsO1t2s4sSY And this is for my birthday. That is one of my favourite songs... http://youtu.be/vAjDZhl_3wY

It is still hard for me to talk Swedish and communicate to people espesially to kids. They are too reserved, unwilling to have conversation and it is even dangerous for an unexperience adult (a woman) to start talking without special preparation. The hardest age is 14-15. I say to myself: you are a teacher, you know what should be done, and I'm helpless nevertheless. Maybe songs can help me... Folk songs are charming in every country http://youtu.be/cFXjfJISHUA

I wonder how many years God gave me to see this wonderful world and how many hardships I should overcome.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGNxKnLmOH4

Today is my birthday. I'm 51. Unbelievable, but still I have some years ahead.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q29YR5-t3gg

Even the English and the Americans don't know their language perfectly.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYmrg3owTRE&feature=player_embedded

I work now at school near my house, just 3-4 minutes walk from my thrashold. I try to communicate with children and give them all myself if they are open with me. I made friends with some teachers. That sounds promissing.

Georgian songs are heavenly beautiful and touchy. I wish all the women would be dedicated songs to and adored

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoW7W1YIurs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YH6U4BEprHg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qj8leeEfZ5k

Sounds like a competition. Nobody's winner but the song.

What a gorgeous sky!!!

It is written in the newspaper on the 3d of March that this is a phenomena that is very rare to happen: perl clouds.

It is hard to control emotions. Sometimes they create a mass in your life and you face consequenses.