We started to talk one day at the end of January on Internet site Club10.com. My female friend made me register my profile there. She was also very convincing in her intentions and started the process by inviting a fotografer to my apartment. The fotografer was her daughter's female-friend.
Anyway, the pictures she took of me and my dog were very beautiful, enchanting. I felt a bit ashamed about exponering of myself in front of the camera. First time in my life I introduced myself that way. Very strange feeling even today when I have already been in Sweden for more then 10 years. I was trying to think positively about my advertising myself.
I made a friend very soon. It's not important to introduce him. essential is just my way to arrange the things around my arrival to him, in the middle of Sweden from the middle of Belarus.
It started in the autumn. My life has hit the bottom. I wrote in this way when I was in a special course for Bible stadies at the protestand kurch in Minsk with the American messioneers who came for teaching us English. My mother died in 2007 and I went to the church for having social experience and not getting crazy sitting at home and thinking about everything that is happening around and in my life. It was a hard knock on me. Really deep depressed, without maitanance, out of jobb with my son as a student at the Academy of fine Art I made myself go further with my routine or it's better to put it: go further with my hard steps forward without the loveliest one in my life. (continuation follows)
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