I'm fond of Russian folk songs.You feel vibrations of their wide soul and learn their morals and history... http://youtu.be/rXc4AXAm7l0

Abroad I feel miserable and at the same time as a diamond: everyone looks at me trying to estimate. It is still hard to talk to people especially kids. I think it is bcz I'm still Belarussian and will be. It is impossible to change your way of thinking at the age of 51. http://youtu.be/mAoGtsfpukw It is so nice to have Mom. If only she were with me now, I would share with her my happiness and grieve, but she is there where nobody can travell...at least for a whie http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/RsO1t2s4sSY And this is for my birthday. That is one of my favourite songs... http://youtu.be/vAjDZhl_3wY

It is still hard for me to talk Swedish and communicate to people espesially to kids. They are too reserved, unwilling to have conversation and it is even dangerous for an unexperience adult (a woman) to start talking without special preparation. The hardest age is 14-15. I say to myself: you are a teacher, you know what should be done, and I'm helpless nevertheless. Maybe songs can help me... Folk songs are charming in every country http://youtu.be/cFXjfJISHUA

I wonder how many years God gave me to see this wonderful world and how many hardships I should overcome.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGNxKnLmOH4

Today is my birthday. I'm 51. Unbelievable, but still I have some years ahead.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q29YR5-t3gg