Abroad I feel miserable and at the same time as a diamond: everyone looks at me trying to estimate. It is still hard to talk to people especially kids. I think it is bcz I'm still Belarussian and will be. It is impossible to change your way of thinking at the age of 51. http://youtu.be/mAoGtsfpukw It is so nice to have Mom. If only she were with me now, I would share with her my happiness and grieve, but she is there where nobody can travell...at least for a whie http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/beyzzQy1huw http://youtu.be/RsO1t2s4sSY And this is for my birthday. That is one of my favourite songs... http://youtu.be/vAjDZhl_3wY